The 7-day course brought about a complete transformation for me. I came with a strong intention to heal my relationship with my parents — particularly my father. Because of our issues, I felt powerless inside, living in constant fear, helplessness, and low self-esteem. During the energy adjustment, Avalon allowed me to meet my father’s soul. When I saw him crying inside, I instantly broke down. In that moment, I truly felt his pain, and our relationship was fundamentally healed. The next day, I called my father — hearing his voice, I couldn’t hold back my tears. I realized how long I had been disconnected from him, and how deeply I truly loved him. I cannot express my gratitude to Avalon in words. She is the best gift and healer God has given me.

During the first two days, I experienced a deep rebellious streak — a strong resistance that prevented me from entering the process. As love was gradually added, the hardness began to melt, and I realized the resistance contained pain. I saw that I am a very giving person, but I don’t readily accept love from others. Through continuous release and healing, I discovered I can truly receive love now. I thank God for guiding me to meet Avalon — she has become a role model for me. Once I took care of myself inside, everything became much easier — including abundance arriving in my life in ways that surprised me.

This course brought about a fundamental transformation in my life, freeing me from great suffering. Avalon helped me emerge from many lifetimes of hatred and rejection, as well as self-punishment, and to treat all beings with equality. Before class, I was filled with fear, burdened by shame, worthlessness, and fear of being seen. Afterward, I was finally able to break free from these feelings and reclaim my own power. Avalon taught us that selfless love is fundamental to becoming a healer. Our personal transformation makes us more capable of helping others. I am deeply grateful for every single thing that happens each day, and for the grace of God and the divine.

As the second child, I didn’t feel valued or loved by my family. This led me to prioritize others over myself — constantly giving what I thought was best, without realizing it wasn’t what they truly needed. After entering the workforce, my health gradually declined. Learning I had an 80% chance of developing leukemia was a shock. These physical conditions led to a vicious cycle of body and mind, until I asked myself: “Why do I exist? If I didn’t exist, things would be better…” — leading to thoughts of giving up on life. During the seven-day course, I truly experienced how any negative emotion can hide and be suppressed in every cell of the body, gradually distancing us from love and God. I am grateful to Avalon for guiding me into the depths of each negative consciousness, allowing love and light to flow back in, enabling me to transform and be reborn, and to begin to protect and care for myself. This journey of encountering my true self is a starting point, not an end. Namaste.

I want to thank all my classmates for their support during these three days, and for all the blessings for me and my seven-month-old baby. On the morning of the third day, after the most intense inner circle process, I realized that it was I who had been pushing myself and those around me away. After releasing all that negative energy, an overwhelming love flooded in — I understood that the happiness I always possessed was right there; I had just pushed it away. After class, I saw my husband waiting outside with the car — the scene was exactly what I had envisioned at noon — but the feeling of our embrace was completely different. I sincerely thank God for His grace and remember my promise: to not complain anymore. Thank you, Avalon.

For a long time, I have known that I have some issues with emotional management. I tend to care deeply about others’ judgments of me, especially the judgments of my closest family members. If those judgments escalate, my anger escalates as well, leading to confrontational words and actions. Out of a desire not to attack my family, I often try to suppress this anger and aggression, but once I reach a breaking point, I lose control and begin to lash out, both at others and at myself. After these outbursts, I feel extreme guilt, especially when I see my family members hurt by my violence. I fall into a state of collapse, much like the flooding of the Nile River—there is a pattern to it, but I feel powerless to change it. Life is full of miracles. With my family’s encouragement, I entered Avalon’s classroom, where I immediately tapped into the violent emotions I had been suppressing and was unwilling to express. I was completely ignited, like a massive explosive warehouse set ablaze. I released the anger I had kept bottled up inside until I was physically exhausted, fully experiencing the emotions I usually avoid: sadness, anger, despair, grievance, and regret. With the eye mask on and the perfectly fitting, deeply moving music, I became fully integrated with these emotions. Over three days, I cried tears I had held for many years and shouted out the anger I had repressed for so long. Strangely, the release of these negative emotions did not intensify them; instead, they began to dissolve, and a sudden wave of compassion for myself and my family arose.

This three-day advanced course healed the relationships of three generations for me. The most significant was my relationship with my adoptive mother. From as far back as I can remember, I had a strong aversion to her — she frequently used coarse language to curse at me, wished death upon me, and was extremely stingy. I never felt a moment of love from her. When asked who I hated most in this world, I would say without hesitation: “My mother!” Even though she passed away 11 years ago, the harm still feels fresh. During the course, I realized I had only ever viewed her from one angle. At 47, she had never been a mother before, yet bravely took on raising me as a one-year-old. By age four, I was cooking lunch with firewood and walking to school alone; by eight, I was buying groceries and cooking dinner. I realized these experiences were lessons I needed to learn. Without her raising me, without the trials of my childhood, I wouldn’t have the strong will I have today, nor my happy family. I deeply regret not treating her with the mindset of a biological daughter. I kept saying sorry to my mother, and eventually asked for her spirit’s forgiveness. I am grateful for everything that has happened.